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Post by carsten on Jun 30, 2010 5:22:56 GMT -5
~*~Carsten~*~ She blinked while she listened to him. Shu had mentioned a specific name: Reflection. So the identity of the wolf pup was known to him. From the way it sounded to her, Reflection would probably be a better wolf to ask questions to. However, the fact that he had not meant that the she-wolf was not a loner and was ,in fact, part of another pack. Were the two to be caught talking it could mean death for one and exile for the other. "even thé humans know that thé river can not be claimed by one race. Thé vision i had was a last life, if you would like to call it that. I know that it isnt thé future for thé pup that i saw. Her scent films m'y nostrils now. She has become older, stronger, and wiser. Her blood was shed hère vert recently but she still résides with living. I couldnt Forget....Reflection's scent if i tried Carsten. It was thé last thing i smelled in my former Life. She was thé last warmth i felt. Thé last tears that were shed over me....i was thé only family she had left and i....i abandoned her...."It was quite a sad story but Carsten wasn't completely sure what to make of it. This was deep, way to deep for her. However, she would offer what little information and opinions that made sense to the both of them. She was mulling the contents of his statement over when Shu began to howl. It was heartbreak and never before had Carsten heard such a howl. Her gaze, which was previously on the moon, shifted over to Shu with a somber tone. She moved closer to Shu, trying to console him. "I can't pretend to understand your burden," she said softly. "However, I might be able to aid you"She shifted to face him and made direct eye contact. "If I ever come across a wolf named Reflection, I'll ask her your questions"
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Post by freedom on Jul 3, 2010 1:37:12 GMT -5
"you don't have to do that....it's just a stupid memory...she wouldn't even recognize me let alone cuddle up to me....she probably hates me....she has every right to hate me for what I did to her. I'm a horrible wolf and a horrible brother."
he looked down and shook his head. He wouldn't find her....she had a pack now, and maybe even a mate. He hoped that she had forgotten all about him. She didn't deserve to go through that pain again. He laid down and put his paws on his muzzle. He felt so stupid. He could never do anything right. Ever since he died.
He looked at Carsten. The wolf probably thought he was stupid...how could any creature not think so? He shook his head again. He went back in the riverand dunked his head in the water. He was a waste of space so he should just die and let the loners scavenge what would be left of his remains after he floated down stream to his death. He would be better off dead anyways. No one would really miss him. He was just a hunter, nothing more nothing less.
He thought about reflection again. What would she look like now? Would her eyes have the twinkle in them when she smiled. Did she still like to nuzzle close to a wolf in her sleep? These were the questions that would never be answered. He knew that
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Post by carsten on Jul 3, 2010 8:19:46 GMT -5
OOC: i'm kinda confused Reflection is Shu's sister and the wolf in the pup in the dream? If she is the wolf pup then who is Zane?
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Post by freedom on Jul 3, 2010 10:40:12 GMT -5
OOC: Shu is Zane's reincarnation. Zane was Reflection's brother. He was shot and was reborn as Shu after He died.
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Post by carsten on Jul 4, 2010 8:23:29 GMT -5
Carsten looked to the ground, pity gripping her being. How hard it must be to have a connection with one that did not know you. Shu probably felt the same feelings for Reflection that Zane did. She blinked slowly before sighing.
Shu looked despondent which in turn saddened her. Shu was already considered a friend and Carsten was at a bit of a loss at how to help him. She watched as Shu approached the river and submerged his head. It was surprising how often such actions could clear a conscience.
She began to get a bit worried after some time went by. Maybe he had superior abilities but nonetheless Carsten gently poked him in the ribs with her nose. Her head lingered there, pressed against his side. Maybe if she could feel his pain, an epiphany would occur and all things would be fixed.
"I'm sorry to say I am at a loss for words of comfort." she let out a small laugh. "I've never experienced this sort of thing."
OOC: Okay gotcha! Thanks! This thread will probably be coming to a close pretty soon. However, I'm not sure what you think about this, but Shu and Carsten could have feelings for one another. It'd be pretty dramatic right?If you think it's a good idea I could start another thread where the two meet again after Carsten has joined Rafaern.
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Post by freedom on Jul 4, 2010 11:28:24 GMT -5
Shu looked up at her. She was the one wolf that didn't make fun of him or just call him stupid. He wasn't sure what to do. He rubbed on her cheek with his own.
He pulled back suddenly. "I'm sorry Carsten....that was a bit too intimate.....I shouldn't have done that...I'm just so stupid." he backed off and went back on shore, dripping wet. He shook off the water and laid down. He was so confused....He liked carsten a lot. She was smart, kind, and pretty. He sighed and rolled onto his back.
what was he supposed to do? He got up and paced again. His head hurt really bad. What if she didn't like him back? He would be satisfied with just being friends but....he would always want more from her. He looked at her again.
She would never accept him as a mate and plus...He couldn't have a mate if she was in a pack and He didn't think Nina would let Shu have a mate. He sighed and looked down. Carsten probably had a mate already.
He looked at her again. He yellow eyes were so nice to look at so calming. Shu couldn't help but smile when he looked into them. He didn't know what to say. His toungue suddenly was broken, no longer could the words form from his muzzle to make a sentence to speak to her.
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Post by carsten on Jul 7, 2010 2:57:29 GMT -5
Carsten's eyes were closed and she was surprised by the wet sensation on her cheek. Her yellow eyes shot open to see that it was Shu. She supposed that if she were human, she's have blushed. The feeling was gone though and she followed with her gaze.
"I'm sorry Carsten....that was a bit too intimate.....I shouldn't have done that...I'm just so stupid."
She gave a small whimper as she too realized her mistake. They couldn't be together and she berated herself for feeling like this for someone who was a stranger prior to this. However, she felt different now with Shu.
Their eyes met again but she looked away and shook her head. She hadn't realized it but she had been holding her breath for the short period of time and the air rushed out of her as she relaxed. She approached him and licked the base of his muzzle. "It's okay." she said gently.
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Post by freedom on Jul 7, 2010 18:42:16 GMT -5
Shu looked at her when she had licked his muzzle. Never before had someone ever touched him like that. EVER. He nuzzled her and let out a relieved sigh. He was sure in his mind that she would have attacked him.
Shu moved closer to her. He felt so nice around her. He felt almost.....normal. "Carsten....You are beautiful, Unusual, but lovely in everyway.....I am lucky to have the honor of being in your presense." He smiled and bowed to her and laid next to her. he didn't want to move. He wished he could stay here forever with her. He would take a bullet for her.
A crunch was heard and shu Jumped up infront of Carsten. He was going to protect her with his life. He growled and warned whatever was out there to back off because he wouldn't back down from the challenge.
"carsten...Whatever happens stay behind me. I won't let whatever this is hurt you. I don't want to loose you" he couldn't loose her. She was the only wolf that Shu found to be nice to him....who cared about what he thought and that meant more to him than everything to him. All of his hair was standing on end.
He looked three times bigger than normal. That wasn't like him to get so angered so easily. He was on edge as it was and he was going to protect her. He had too.
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Post by carsten on Jul 8, 2010 6:02:34 GMT -5
She smiled up at Shu when he looked at her but kept the eye contact. His eyes were calming but she still felt there was something hidden in their Depths. she didn't care though and pressed her forehead against his chest in a snuggle.
She giggled at the things he said of her and laid down next to him, resting her head on his back. It was so comfortable but Shu had a pack and she couldn't help but feel bad for keeping him so long.
She was starting to close her eyes when he fell backward. Shu had suddenly got up, his fur fluffed and his teeth bared, but at what Carsten didn't know. She stood up and glanced around his figure trying to see what was lurking. she didn't smell anything and laughed once she found what it was.
She tackled him to the ground and laughed, covering him with licks and nuzzles. "You really are uptight Shu." she said through her giggles. "Look, it's a fox" She got up and gave a growl. The sly creature startled and stalked off in some other direction. she sat back down, still grinning.
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Post by freedom on Jul 8, 2010 10:41:35 GMT -5
"Carsten.......I would give up my pack for you. We could start our own pack, or be loners, I don't care....I just want to be with you, as long as you want me anyway..." He looked into her yellow eyes and smiled. She was beautiful, there was no doubt about it in his mind. She was perfect.
Shu got up gently and nuzzled her side. She was so warm, it felt nice. She was nice, every little detail and thing was nice about Carsten. He could never compare anything else to her, that was how she felt to him. the brute smiled at Carsten.
"I'm so glad I came here tonight. I wasn't supposed to leave but I had to get away...You know? I just needed some fresh air and instead I find you, the best thing to happen to me. Carsten...You are just wonderful...magnificent, You know that? I could stare into your eyes forever." He just wanted to tell her how he felt and he would to so with his words and he would take care of her as well as he was able to. He had never planned on meeting someone, let alone get a mate out of it. It felt so nice to have someone understand him and care for him the way carsten did. He wanted to show her how much he meant to her, he would take a bullet for her. He would die for her now.
(OOC: THAT AVIE OF CARSTEN IS AWESOME)
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Post by carsten on Jul 12, 2010 3:05:21 GMT -5
Carsten gazed softly at Shu. Her emotions were crazy, but those for Shu were the strongest. All the things he would give up for her, she couldn't possibly ask him to. She was tied to a pack as well, perhaps the wrong one, and would gladly do the same. However, she knew it couldn't be possible. Maybe for her, because her the wolves of Rafaern were pretty disinterested in their pack members, but Shu's absence would be noticed.
I couldn't ask those things of you Shu, Though I wish them as well...and I'll always want you. She said endearingly, smiling back.
She edged closer to him and snuggled against him. It wasn't particularly cold but Carsten loved his warmth. You're very easy to be around Shu, I should be honored. Skill and smart, I wish I were those things. However, they say that your mate should make up for what you lack and you definitely do but... She hesitated to voice her concerns. It would ruin everything and all she wanted was to keep this peace We're both in packs and if either of our Alpha's were aware of this, it'd mean death
She looked up and her usual guard fell down. The fear and concern were present in her gaze. what do we do? {OOC: Thanks!}
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Post by freedom on Jul 12, 2010 13:06:01 GMT -5
"I have no rank, I am hardly noticed. If I left, I wouln't be missed. I am just a hunter, a low ranked one at that." He said as he licked the top of her head. "I would come here every night for you. I would switch packs for you, Anything to make you happy Carsten."He rubbed her cheek with his muzzle. She was worth everything to him. the sun the moon, his pelt. He would lay down everything he had for her. Not much else could be said.
"Carsten...you are my heart and soul. I would do anything for you. I want to share a life and have pups with you. You are smart, beautiful, funny, outgoing, kind and loving. I wouldn't choose anyone else for a mate." He smiled. She was all those things he described. He nuzzled her again. She was just what he wanted in a mate. She was perfect in every way for shu. He needed someone like her. He hoped that she would except any of the ideas that he mentioned.
He looked at her fear filled face. I won't let anything happen to you Carsten. You are now my sun and my world revolves around you. Nothing can stop us if we are together. We are strong force that nothing can stop. We are the wolf I want to be with carsten. I want you as my mate. If that isn't possible, I want you at least as my friend. I just want to be around you.
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Post by carsten on Jul 21, 2010 2:37:18 GMT -5
They could do it, they really could. Just abandon their packs and live together. Her fear wasn't completely abolished though, especially toward the humans. One encounter with a hunter was enough to deter Carsten from the life of a loner. However, she trusted Shu and knew that they would protect one another. This made the idea sound so appealing.
Forgetting all the problems for now, she leaned in to his nuzzles. Shu brought her great comfort, she had been a bit high strung since joining Rafaeren but that's understandable. Her dreams of having pups, possibly starting her own pack, they could come true. She wouldn't let her imagination get away from her though.
"Alright...then I suppose the question is how do we do it?" she asked Shu, the happiness back in her gaze.
She would want nothing more than to have Shu by her side as her everything. It really wasn't a matter of 'how', because it was definitely going to happen, but when. They'd need to time it correctly to make sure their leaving wasn't noticed but that wouldn't be a huge problem. OOC: D: I'm so sorry for the wait. I was experiencing some technical difficulties but I got a new computer out of it.
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Post by freedom on Jul 21, 2010 19:27:27 GMT -5
He looked at the moon again in thought. The challenge could be met. He sighed. He wanted to just leave, but that wasn't something The wolves could just do....could they?
Shu licked the top of her head. He would do anything for her. He didn't know exactly how.
"Why can't we just....Go...Be ourselves by ourselves with each other? We don't need anyone's permission to leave. We could stay here or go anywhere. The world is a big place Carsten and we could make the world in our own image, Not having to listen to anybody, we could be control of our own destinies.....We could be happy together....Have a family together....If that's what you would want." He looked down and swore if he could blush he would.
He looked back up at moon again, it had shifted position since they had been here. Not that he had noticed till now. He was happy just being here. Hours here with Carsten had seemed only like seconds. He didn't want it to end.
"It's getting late....The choice has to be made....Either we stay or we go....What will it be carsten? If you want to stay with your pack....I won't object. I Will be here if you ever decide to come back. I will ALWAYS be here. Or I can come with you....I'm sure Tempest will let me join. He is the alpha now right?"
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Post by carsten on Jul 26, 2010 21:07:40 GMT -5
OOC: I'm sorry it's taking me so long to reply, I'm a bit low on muse T.T (hate it when that happens) i'll try to reply by tomorrow or the day after that. If I don't, feel free to yell at me xD
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